i don wan it tis way.. nv tot it would turn out tis way...

seems lyk tis is getting nowhere... why am i hoping for so much when nothing's improving...?
shld start all over again.. ALL over again.. or mayb.. end jus like that.

i feel stupid..

so wad if the feeling's there.. so wad if it doesnt change...
iz jus not right at all...

iz not meant to be.
i feel veri frustrated.. but i jus cant bare to tell u.. tat all tis may not work out afterall...

mayb she's better.. mayb..